Wednesday, March 8, 2017

SSDD

not much to say today. i had been improving, even had my first counseling session yesterday (which went well). last night was a setback though. both my son AND daughter wanted to go out, and i had a near meltdown. finally daughter stayed home so i wouldn’t panic. i feel awful. i have no doubt my distress stems largely from my loneliness. im so scared about being abandoned that i can’t seem to handle well my kids even being gone from me for short intervals. what am i going to do if they move out entirely? i must get a life of my own without them but i don’t know how. i have no friends here, and i feel so lonely sometimes. how am i to let go and let my children be happy if i have no one else?

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