It's Always Something

     Still all kinds of stress and no end in sight. i continue to struggle with my illness; i am facing my visit with the doctor for my meds and now tension is up with katie cause her boyfriend is losing his apartment and she wants him to live with us. i believe in helping people, but roomates have never worked out, and there has already been one horrible incident with him and my husband. nobody seems to get along with him well, and it would also be against our lease. we could lose OUR place. he wouldn’t be able to help financially for 3 weeks either, and we can’t afford to feed him. too much to take on, and the risks just seem too great.

understandably, daughter can’t accept this. she just wants to help him. i feel guilty, but i just don’t see how we can do it. course it would make a difference if we all liked him more which makes me feel even worse. it’s all too much. i am feeling overwhelmed and worn out today.