I haven’t written for awhile because i didn’t have anything to say that didn’t sound totally like whining. not sure if today will be much different. so much to deal with. am feeling entirely overwhelmed. i dread and fear the day when my kids are gone and i’m alone. i need to either attempt and forge a relationship with my husband or make new friends, but both seem so difficult.
i am also facing serious health problems and all the changes i must make to be healthier. lastly, there are financial problems which make the other two things that much more difficult to accomplish. part of me just wants to give up, say it’s simply too much, is too hard, and i can’t do it. but life goes on and you have to live whether you want to or not, so. maybe it’s true that you can fake it until you make it. for now though-
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